This is a common thing for me. The fear of waking up and my mind waking up with me. The fear of morning hunger and the need of food. Why do our bodies need food, I would feel so much better if I never got hungry! The worst part about an eating disorder is the inability to escape from the drug. It feels like an alcoholic who must have one drink to live, but needing enough control to stop at one. Telling a heroin junkie they must have a little heroin every day, but they're not allowed to get high from it.
What kind of cruel joke is this?
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