Depression

You think you get tired of being around a depressed person? Imagine how it feels to be that depressed person?  I get tired of myself, only thing is, I can't escape me.  If you have a depressed friend you can just avoid being around them while they're in their funk, if you love some one with depression you can avoid them when you can and turn your cheek the other times.  But the depressed, the depressed person?  They can't escape it.  They can't escape the constant negativity.  It's awful!  Being trapped in my body is like having to constantly be with that depressed/negative friend.  There is no escape.

Depression feels like having a sad song on repeat in your mind.  It feels like someone close to you just died and you have to live in that low place 24/7.  

Can you even imagine if you had to deal with a loved one dying on a daily basis?  It would be hell.  News Flash...Depression is Hell.

One might wonder why someone would take their life, especially if you belong to a religion.  Murder is the worst sin right?  Taking your own life is murdering yourself.  I mean sure, we don't really know the judgement on these individuals, but we have to wonder.  If you take your life is it an automatic sentence to Hell?  Why would someone damn themselves like that?  I'll tell you why...

Living with depression is living in Hell.  Therefore, a person that has lived in Hell for probably what feels like their lifetime, taking your life and living in more Hell isn't much different.  At least Hell itself will be a different Hell.  You won't be stressed about finances, you won't have to worry about being thin, you don't have the pressures of mortality.  You get to escape the pressures that are only adding to your already depressed feelings and you get to just live in your depressed feelings.  HELL, to a depressed person, sounds like relief.

Yes, Hell is REAL! Hell is here, Hell is a state of mind and it is real and it exists.