Ed and I

I really wanted to come out of the treatment center cured or at least in its path.  I can't even see recovery on the map right now. 

Driving home from work was this conversation

Ed: "You would be better off dead than be in that "fat" body" 

Me: "that is the craziest talk, how could You be so vain?"

Ed: "you are disgusting, what kind of quality of life is this?" 

Me: "you're right I'm so disgusting, I just want to curl up in a ball and disappear."

Ed: "yes, distance yourself from your family, wallow in your pain."

Me: "ok"