I want to be normal. I want to eat when I'm hungry and feel satisfied after eating. I want to have a sense of control and I don't want to feel disgusting. I want to enjoy food and feel content. I also want to live in a world where weight and bodies weren't the focus. I want to just be. Like being an animal, completely oblivious to ones beauty, size or shape. 

Drowning

This picture is so great, it speaks exactly how I feel far too often.