Alcoholism

Such a strange thing to happen to me. I don't know how I got to this place. I went to the doctors the other day for some new anti depressants and I asked for Librium to help with the cravings and withdrawal of alcohol. Not thinking the effects of mixing the two I drank while at an important public place.  When I got home I apparently was so out of it I was stumbling around, slurring my words and eventually passed right out on the toilet. Well, you can imagine my husbands thoughts and feelings towards me today. He said he is taking my car keys away, I can't be trusted. I agree, I can't even trust myself. Yet here I am at 7 o'clock and all I can think about is a drink. Ugh