Is it just me?

Am I alone in feeling that my husband doesn't love me? Occasionally he will show some sort of act of love, but other times I feel oh so very alone. 

Then, of course I begin to turn it on myself. Why would he love me? I'm a crazy, psychotic mess!! BUT....  That same crazy psychotic mess does his laundry, his dishes, makes his meals, irons his shirts, would drive somewhere if he needed me to. So am I really that unloveable? 

Why do I feel so unappreciated? I feel so put down. Not because of things he does, but it's the things he doesn't do.  

Feeling extra lonely in love tonight...